Hey, Anyone here!! Listen me😔

Never become a friend

!!Namaste!!

Story Begins:

Never become a friend, it’s been a 22+ years and still trying to figure out “how to make friends?” it’s hard you know when you have people around you and still you can’t talk to them, why this even happening to me when I already have family, school friends and even neighbors then why I can’t share my thoughts, my beliefs, my love, my care to anyone, it’s felt like not a human anymore is this what meaning of introvert?? what the hell man, now I want to done with all these introverts feeling which makes me feel like I am alone so is their anyone who can listen to me, I am crying here, is their any god who can help me with that or you all are just making a fun over me haaaaaah!! I want someone………. to whom I can share everything, my sins, my goodness, and even my journey with that someone, so how should I search for someone?????

Tell me please…….

I got it, no one is here who can answer to me so everything about you(God) is wrong, you never help to the people who really needed, Now I am going to change by myself and going to search for someone so I can be happy and don’t need your help……..

How am I supposed to search for someone? when I have no one to talk.

Hey their is someone let me ask to him to become my true friend!!

(walking towards him)

Stranger looking at me,(my legs freeze)

it felt like I am a serial killer who is going to kill him, why all these people look around to others like we are not a normal human!! dammit

How should I start?

Mind: Don’t care about others what they will think just go and ask them doesn’t matter what they think about us, let’s go

yup!! Hey mister do you want to be my friend?

Stranger: what?

Do you want to be my friend?

Stranger looking all around, it fills me like I asked a wrong question? well should I rephrase my Question or should I wait for the response?

Stranger: Are you trying to create prank video? where is your camera or you are really asking me this question?

Me: I am seriously asking to this question.

Stranger: pft…! sorry, ha ha ha ha 🤣🤣🤣

Me: 🧐 What happened, why he is laughing?

Stranger: Sorry, I can’t stop ha ha ha, you are a funny one😁

Me: 😀No one ever said such a kind words to me.

Stranger: what?

Me: you are a funny one…

Stranger: 🤣🤣so you are feeling good about it what I said, are you always like that?

Me:🧐 what so bad about it, huh, you are also like always laugh when you meet someone?

Stranger: no, not always but you are rare one, what I think you are trying to become a friend to someone and you just come and asked directly without even introducing yourself🤣

Me: Well, hmm… huh… hmm… yes you are right about it!

Stranger: 🤣 see told you

Me:🙂 I am Eren

Stranger: John, nice to meet you😁

Me: same here🙂

Thanks for reading…🙂